There are some things in this world that are meant to take you far away from your problems and all your thoughts. For me, writing is one of those. But really, why do we even try to get away? We end up returning to the same shit hole later anyway. I'm having those things you call a bad day. So excuse me while I vent it out in writing.
This world really has crossed the lines with all its expectations bullshit. We all have to live up to some expectations of some kind. And even knowing how crappy it is to try to live up to someone's expectations, we still have our expectations for others! How bizarre is that?? Why do we even do it? To make people suffer so they know how it feels? Most people would say so others can live up to their full potential. BULLSHIT. That is total and utter shit and everyone knows it. Full potential? What kind of crap is that? How does anyone know someone else's FULL potential? They don't know jack! they just think they do and that gives them the right to do what? Make them feel like crap in hopes that it will motivate them knowing that they did so terrible? Where on Earth did we come up with that twisted logic?! This world has messed itself up so bad we don't even realize how stupid we're being.
Today, I heard from someone that they were making a big deal because Stephen Harper said he wasn't going to the Olympic Ceremony... And Bush was! Yay for Harper! What do they expect us to do? Throw a party in his honour?? This is the idiot who decided to withdraw Canada's name from the Kyoto Protocol just because the U.S. didn't. What the fuck do we owe him? Canada had a really good reputation and this drongo has gone and messed it all up. We are acting as if we are part of the U.S! We aren't and we never will be! So why doesn't Bush go and suck on that! It's just really hard to believe that a trivial thing like our prime minister not going to the Olympic ceremony is a bigger deal than Canada's stupidity and the withdrawal of their name from something like the Kyoto Protocol. The Kyoto Protocol was made to SAVE the Earth and these idiots are REFUSING to sign it. U.S. and Australia were the only two countries to not sign it until our ass of a prime minister decided to worship Bush's every move and withdrew Canada's name. I really don't get what the fascination is with this man. Why the hell is he so freaking special? Screw him! He's done nothing but destroy our world! He goes to war on Afghanistan and then Iraq. His country is one of the biggest contributors to global warming and he won't even agree to reduce their carbon emissions! Why does he hate the world??? WHAT DID WE DO TO HIM? If you think about it, there really isn't such a big difference between him and Hitler. Maybe they should get together and go bowling.
I know it's probably really odd, but I think my middle name is odd. Life is just so confusing. One day, you want to be a surgeon, the next, a journalist, and the next an FBI agent. Is there something wrong with me? Am I really supposed to know what I want to do for the REST OF MY LIFE? It seems so insane. And how are you really supposed to know? How the fuck are we supposed to live like this? Everyone's pressuring us to figure it out! How do we do it?? They've been through it, can't they understand sometimes it doesn't work out like that? MOTHER OF GOD. Seriously. Going back to my original point. Those times when we need a break? Why do we try? So we can get a fresh start? So we can feel refreshed? WHY? Why do we even have to try so hard in life? Everything just messes up as soon as we fix it anyway. There reallly is NO point. There are some people who seem so perfect but they're breaking apart inside somehow. Are we supposed to learn how to fix it?
